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eyelid damn heavy today.
cry badly last night.
i know, birthday shouldn't be crying ya
got the news from mom saying that granny
going back to indonesia on 9 may.
i really hate myself taking her granted for the
past, i dunno...ard 10 years plus.
she brought me up.
remebering how she chased me ard the
house when i was young just to feed me porrige
remembering how angry she got when i splashed water on her blouse
when she helped me to take a bath.
remebering how pissed of i was when she scolded
me for my untidy hairstyle. i did it purposly...so that she could help
me comb my hair.
she is the only person who doted me the most
among my siblings..
i couldn't sleep the whole of last night..
decided to sneak into her room and
asked if i could sleep beside her.
she kindly moved aside.
we started to talk about alot of things
she later moved on and asked me
G: are you still schooling on 9 may?
RF: yea, having my science paper.
G: oh, thats means you not sending me off?
RF:erm..
G:then...i guess only your mom will be sending me off..
RF: I..
my sixth sense tells me she was tearing..
i turned my head.
even though the room was dark..i could
still sees her sparkling teardrop flowing down her cheek..
to be honest, this was the 1st time i saw her tearing..
i dunno why, a sense of gulitness i felt.
i really hope to send her off.. cause
she told me that she wont be coming back to singapore
anymore.
i tears just couldn't stop flowing from that moment.
i know how she wanted me to send her off that day..
You're all I ever wanted ;
